hope can meet him today

i really miss him. i hope we can meet today. i never forget him. i really really miss him. we not meet for 3 weeks. i want to meet him. please baby............ i want to meet u. i really miss u..........

I'M FREE FROM MIDDLE YEAR EXAM

oh!!!!!!!!!!! LASTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M FREEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but just for 2 weeks. but still miss him. we not met for a week. i hope we can meet on monday and i hope he will has time to spend for us.. :'( i don't know why if i miss him i will cry. but at the same time i feel i'm very love him. i want to meet him..  i miss him so much.
now i want to talk about my ex bf. he so idiot. he already leave me and now he wanna back to me. i don't want back to him. i don't know how to explain to him. i don't want he know i have new bf. maybe he will do something to my bf. i'm so afraid. i hope he will not bother me EVER!!!!!
 i know nobody read my blog it is really difficult to find out. but if anybody read my blog please,if u want to comment just do it but don't tell anybody about my blog. i'm shy if so many people read my blog because this is my place for tell what i feel. its like a diary. i have diary book. but someone has read it. useless girl. my little sister read it. hate her do it. if she can, she want read all personal people about. ske no jge tepi kain org( busy body)

STUDY HARD AND SMART FOR EXAM. I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday i'm starting exam with music subject. it easy for me. i hope i can get perfect score(100%). i have do my best. but for 2 weeks i will not open my diary blog because my mom hide this broadband :'(. so i have to get 5 A's. i hope i can get it. but what i'm thinking now is i will go in 2 baiduri class. it is 1st class in my school. i will be together with clever students than me. and how i can learn music subject? if i'm in 2 baiduri class i will can't take this subject...ohhhhh.... and about my bf... i'm always think about him. now his photo in my heart locket. a liontin locket. it can open and save small photo. i feel he always in my heart. and i'm always think his smell, ohh smell's good,his face,very cute face,his eyes,small eyes and everything.i feel he always with me. he make me relax and safe.

MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

i really miss him today. he always in my mind. i hope he miss me like me. NO WAY!!!!! that is his feel. i can't control it. it is his. not mine. i hope i can make him happy after i can meet him. but i hope he not cheat on me. i dont care if he cheat but i love to make him happy. i MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH ALLAH

yesterday...i was asked him why he doesn't talked to me in this week. OH ALLAH!!! i'm so stupid. i knew that he will has just little talk to anybody if he has problem. why i forgot it? it is important thing to me because it is his identity. i need to know all about him. i'm so sad. but if i'm not talk to him i will very miss him. ARRRGGHHH!!!! he more important than it. i really love him. i think i loved him more than my self. but i'm not failed in school. i'm the top in my class. but i think i know now...
No. 1 ALLAH
No. 2 RASULLAH
No. 3 My Family
No. 4 Him
No. 5 My Dream
No. 6 My Self